June 25, 2009

how to bawl eyes out

I haven't cried this much since grandma passed away 3 months ago. Those were tears of sadness and remorse. This time, tears of anger and disappointment.
It doesn't matter what event triggered the anger. I am astounded that someone could be this utterly irresponsible, ignorant, ridiculous, and why in the world do I care so much. It hurts so much, it really does. Fuck me, I'm gonna dig a hole and bury these useless emotions. I hate myself right now.

6 comments:

  1. what is wrong??!?! tell me tell me don't make me worry~

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  2. nothingreally. just ranting about my spoiled rotten brother. sigh.

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  3. i understand. i feel your pain.

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  4. No one can piss you off as much as your family members. What did your brother do?

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  5. anyway. it doesn't matter anymore. Today is a new day.

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  6. I totaly feel you my girl, my sis used to make me feel that way. Guess we loved them too much~

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