I haven't cried this much since grandma passed away 3 months ago. Those were tears of sadness and remorse. This time, tears of anger and disappointment.
It doesn't matter what event triggered the anger. I am astounded that someone could be this utterly irresponsible, ignorant, ridiculous, and why in the world do I care so much. It hurts so much, it really does. Fuck me, I'm gonna dig a hole and bury these useless emotions. I hate myself right now.