I know I've got it pretty good, and am in no position to be complaining.
I think I need some time alone and just learn to relax. Work seems never ending. I come home and it feels like work. I don't have real co-workers, I don't interact with humans on a regular basis, except for vague customer service. I feel like I am drowning sometimes, not knowing when I will ever reach the shore. I'm not saying I want to be jumping out of airplanes everyday, I just want something to call my own. I am losing a sense of self-identity.
Maybe technology is killing me. I think I'll go a week without computer/tv/cellphone, and see where I end up.